2024-W23 EOW Report

Highlights This Week

Project Status Dashboard

The following are ongoing fiction writing projects broken down to what stage they’re in. Legend in footnote1.

Pprjstfdedrvxd
1MINOS2/112/27XX2
2SAVED3/123/254/28X3
3BECKY1/7XXX1
BACKLOG~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SATSU1/21XXX1
ROBOT1/281/29XX2
YOKO2/18XXX1
STAR3/3XXX1
BELLA3/10XXX1
AURA1/61/6XX1
FIRED1/14XXX1

Stuck on plot for prj: MINOS. Grr. LK helped a bit with a convo on Saturday. Olivia sent over a Reddit comment. Nigel suggested we do an Unlocking Session on Wednesday instead of me pressuring myself.

EOW Time Tracking

In this section, I track daily actions (axn) and emotions (emo), aiming for just 30 minutes of fiction work a day. If time permits, more is done. AXN emoji legend in footnote2.

dayaxnemontes
SUN💀😩Long convo with Olivia, then napped.
MON🗒️😆Put together essentialized document for prj: MINOS
TUE🗒️😟Reviewing THBs that might work. Settled on three.
WED🗒️😦Playing with the THBs and it’s close?
THU🗒️😒Nope, it’s not working and I’m a day late for a call with Prime now.
FRI🗒️😠I am overthinking this.
SAT💀😩Can’t wake up early on weekends anymore despite going to bed at 9.

Four Thousand Weeks

Wks LftHP
1741/4000
43.525%

I’m beat. That’s it. I don’t have anything new to say life-wise that I haven’t already. I just wrote and sent out my monthly report to the email list. And teh accumulation of what’s happened in the last three months is just a mad rush and now it’s time to readjust again. One full-time contract, one final client retainer, and this. I’ve found myself “shopping” again. I’m looking at Lego, Warlord Games, Warhammer, Reaper Bones, GMT Games, BoardgameGeek. I have zero intention of buying any of it. But it’s a brief, quick escapist fantasy to believe I have time for it. It’s the “hobbies that aren’t actually hobbies” catching up to me again. It’s on one level, this realization that I’m numbing again… that I’m no longer in panic mode, and I’m sort of getting comfortable with a new normal… but I’m also doing something incredibly difficult and those brief moments of numbing happen. Or maybe it’s just a brief break from intense focus. I hope.

One of my partners at my mental health company recently shared something with me. Burnout is when you do the same thing over and over again and you don’t get progress or results. That was certainly the case with the last client. What I do at the new place fortunately, makes an impact. And in fact, I almost feel like I have too much power and freedom and I’m afraid of rocking the boat. Maybe wielding that power is also part of the exhaustion? It is new in the sense I haven’t had it in a while and/or I had too much of it as a freelancer without accountability to too many people directly? I dunno. A job is weird.

Book Reading

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  1. LEGEND for Project Status Dashboard

    • P = priority (limit to 3 projects at any given time)
    • prj = project codename
    • st = start date
    • fd = 1st draft completed
    • ed = edits (before beta/crits) completed
    • rv = revisions (post-feedback) completed
    • xd = current draft being worked on
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  2. The most important objective of the EOW Time Tracking is to ensure that hours dedicated to fiction writing actually move stories forward for just thirty minutes a day minimum. It is also to ensure “fiction-related” activities (like consuming more craft education, excessive world-building research, and working on marketing stuff) doesn’t count.

    LEGEND for EOW Time Tracking

    • 📤 “outbox_tray” = submitted
    • 🗒️ “spiral_notepad” = drafting
    • 📋 “clipboard” = editing & revisions
    • 💀 “skull” = did not do anything fiction related
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